Losing Someone

I have been inactive for the past week, The reason is that I have been sick because of my massive boil and my uncle just died of due to complications on his prostate cancer.

I haven't seen my uncle in the past 3 years. His wife had a huge fight with my other relatives which our family also got accidentally involved as well. This resulted to them moving far north and didn't even gave us any information onto their whereabouts. But last 3 weeks before my uncle died, He went back to visit my father and my grandma to make amends on their broken relationship.

I was really close to my uncle, He was the one who always fetch me every friday night at our house to spent my weekend at their house (my father's ancestral home). We was the one who introduce me to Shawarma. He made us ride his motorcycle around the subdivision together with my friends. He was always jolly and full of jokes. Me and my husband (who was just my boyfriend then) spent our sembreak at their house at Nueva Ecijia. He was a bundle of joy to our family, especially to me.

I never had felt a massive loss such as this.

That's why I'm writing this. Writing this might give me a feeling of release, in terms of emotions.

I hope he is happy now wherever he is.

I love you, Tito Ninoy!